Living with OCD

When you’re dealing with a misunderstood and stigmatized condition like obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), having relevant, factual information can be

If you're familiar with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) and its quirks, you probably know that OCD manifests in various themes, much like different

Do you remember working through a challenging math problem in school? After several attempts to solve the equation, things clicked, and you finally found

I can’t get these horrible images out of my head.  I can’t stop worrying that something terrible is going to happen.  I have to check this thing

Content warning: This article mentions substance use.  Jake Shane is your favorite influencer’s favorite influencer—and probably one of the OCD

Family accommodation occurs when family members of children with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) make adjustments to alleviate the child’s distress

One of the most common misconceptions about obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is that it’s all about keeping things in order and being super tidy. Many

Film and television play a significant role in shaping how people perceive mental illness. While some portrayals help raise awareness and reduce stigma,

It’s normal to feel a little lost when approaching the topic of obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) with a romantic partner. Perhaps you feel like you’re

Doubt is a universal human experience. It can show up in a number of forms, including calling a "truth" into question, being uncertain, lacking trust in

I could not get everything clean enough. Someone else in my home may have touched this or that and then that. It was an endless and exhausting process that lasted years. The amount of stress that I felt cannot even be put into words. I was full of shame at my core. I had no one I could tell about this. I knew how strange it all was, I knew logically that it didn’t make sense and yet I FELT so deeply that if I could just get it clean enough that it would all go away. My life wasn’t my own.

I felt like I was a puppet and something else was controlling my mind. My entire life people had taught me to “trust your gut”, this played into my obsessions. I started engaging in magical thinking. I believed that certain thoughts, actions, and words could somehow manipulate the physical world.

It's important to remember that OCD is not curable but it is very much treatable. That is what I mean when I say that you can live in recovery. You can live a life that you love and cherish. For me, recognizing that this is a lifelong struggle is important. This helps me to remember that my brain works a little differently, and that's okay.

There came this moment of clarity for me. I had enough. My thoughts are not reality. Would I choose to pay more attention to the turmoil in my mind or my life that was happening right in front of me? I felt this defiance and resilience rise up within me because I was sick of living this way.

My experience with OCD has rooted me in hope, for I have learned that my struggles need not be opaque walls or echo chambers of pain. OCD does not have the final word in my story.

Growing up I never heard about OCD other than when people made comments about “being so OCD”. Looking back I truly wish I would have known about it and I could have started therapy sooner. People around me just chalked up my behaviors to my personality. I think that happens a lot, even in today’s society. People tend to think of OCD in a certain way not realizing there are so many forms .

I was constantly embarking on quests for certainty.I have had various themes or subtypes over the years but I didn’t present in the stereotypical way that the media portrays OCD. The content of my thoughts was so terrifying to me that I couldn’t bring myself to tell anyone.

It was at this crucial turning point in my life that NOCD therapy helped me the most. One of my fears had become a real life event.  It happened, my marriage fell apart. It was then that it all clicked. I realized that recovery from OCD was never supposed to stop our “what ifs” from happening, it was supposed to help us cope if they did happen. I knew that I could tolerate these feelings of discomfort and anxiety, I knew I

I’d spent a lot of my childhood frozen as my mind raced and I cried so often as I tried to understand what was wrong with me. I didn’t know how to explain it to anyone...

OCD has latched onto many themes throughout my journey. I had health themes where I was scared that I would contract aids or that I had it already. I had contamination fears where I was scared of germs and being unclean.